even more marriages...i am not taking it well, but seem to be recovering well enough. momentarily tempted to  call mr ex man, but resisted the urge and i am so glad i did.  mr nice guy has been hanging around, but i am now ignoring him. he is such a mess. i used to think that he would be perfect if it wasnt for his family. i no longer think that is the truth. i think he is messed up all on his own. his family has a lot to do with it, but he plays the victim too well. hard to respect that.

back on the dating website. nothing too much to report at this time. i am not excited about it at all, but i figured i should get "out there" since its been almost 2 years since i have been on an actual date.

hope everyone had a good holiday season. :)