what day is this?

i know its only been a few days. maybe 4, but it seems like forever since i have talked or text'd mr ex man. he said something mean and horrible and totally out of line. i told him i would never talk to him again. i meant it. no matter how angry one gets, you cant talk that way to anyone. especially the one you love. or claim to, anyway. the silly girl in me keeps thinking he will call or text. sincerely apologize. i would forgive. silly girl. my trip to his neck of the woods is set. at this rate, he will never know i was there. silly girl. just want him to call so i can tell him. and be happy about it. even without seeing him this trip is going to be good. sigh.