total bummer

mr boring, but nice was at church today. ALONE! my stomach sank. i was hoping the new girl friend was just late or couldnt make it for some reason. when i finally worked up the courage to ask him how she was, he just shrugged his shoulders. apparently she broke up with him because she thought he was moving too fast. i made sure to keep a two ass distance between us on the pew. watched my body language. didnt touch him one single time during our conversation.mentioned how i am on a total dating hiatus. during sunday school, i caught him really looking at me a couple of times. i completely ignored him hoping that he is just one of those people who stares and isnt thinking of asking me out. he is so nice. just sooooo not for me.