is that weird?

today is msof's birthday. my date tonight was asking me a few questions about my marriage(basic date style fact finding)and when i gave him a few honest answers he asked me if it still hurts me to talk about it. its been so long and i have come so far, it really doesnt. its almost like it didnt happen to me and its just a story i tell about someone else, but it did happen to me and much of the story is pretty ugly and sometimes embarrassing. he was surprised(as most people are)that i havent spoken to msof since our divorce. he asked if i thought i would ever speak to him again. the answer to that is NO. i have blogged about it previously, so i wont drone on about it again, but the bottom line is that having any sort of communication or relationship with him would be pointless and serve absolutely no purpose.