just reading modern mormon single mom and i just have to give a shout out to her and how impressed i am. my ex-husband and i tried for almost our entire marriage to have children. it never happened. i count it as one of the biggest heartbreaks of my life, yet it turned into a blessing. i cannot imagine having to deal with mr soldier of fortune(my ex husband, will explain the nickname later) for the rest of my life because we had a child together. reading her post my my heart ache because i can imagine what she is dealing with, but she is holding her head high and doing what is necessary to provide for her child and herself.