dick arrived, we had a good day together filled with good food, laughter, and making out.
he got sick in the night. decided he should go home. we talked about it, i expressed concerns,he assured me he was just sick and needed to be in his own bed.
amazing kiss at the airport, he said "i love you" and left.
after a few weird text messages, he broke up with me via email a day or so later.
i know i am leaving out a ton of details, mainly because i cant wrap my head around them all and present them to you right now. they run from "he never loved me, it was all lies and i am a stupid sucker." to "he does love me, hes freaking out and he ran away. coward."
objectively, there are more fact to support the latter, but being a girl and having the basic(not horrible)low self esteem of the typical girl, it is so easy to believe the former.